Saturday, March 26, 2005

Yeah...today went to lib to find kim & von cuz they doing CIP at lib...juz hang ard in the lib...quite nice though...get to read books and magazines...best of all i read sth very impt to me at tis point of time... ...well...it's a Seventeen Issue abt falling for ur best fren...it says abt 2 situations where either 2 of them get together or remain as best frens...& it explains y to give each other a chance or to juz remain as best buddy... ...if together...though feel awkward at 1st...cuz best frens noe each other the best...understand...etc...so will be very happy & feel fortunate...but den if things dun work out...den u'll lose ur best fren...someone u always turn to... ...So bf or gf best not to be ur closest fren...cuz every1 has different expectations for partners and best fren...mayb the best fren...but not the ideal gf or bf...so...it's best to stay as frens...i straighten things out...& i told him tt too...we'll be best frens and buddy...and he's always my best kor... ...

Today very happy besides straightening things out...get to eat my favourite chee cheong fun wif charsiew fillings...yum yum...yest ate dim sum & Beijing duck also...so happy tis wkend...eat and eat...best of all...i ate haagen-Dazs Sundae after dinner wif kim while von, chin & yuzhi went to watch jian gui 10...heex...eat so much tis wkend...sure will gain weight...but nvm...lolx...so satisfy... ^_^
hihi...1 yr++ nv blog liaoz...ahahha...really very slack sia...well...some updates...yupz...i'm in TJC now...in chinese orchestra of cuz...and leo club...& my bro is in xin min sec too...well...in vball somemore...hahaha...

Well...1st 3 mths in TJC really fun...noe ppl...bonded to 21/04...some stuffs happen...which did affect me quite...but den i moved on...& i decided to change combi to triple sci & maths to 35/04...there i met my clique which is my 'family'...evonne, junwei, chinseng, kimheng, meiqi, munting, gayeong... ...etc... ...really very fun to be wif them...eat at the hawker opp TJ...hang ard tking neoprints and den thinking hard of the new poses tt we can try out... ...yupz...and of cuz tis yr to try out new hair styles at STORM at century square...1st was chinseng...den jasmine...den me and kimheng...lolx...suddenly like 1/5 of my class go storm cut hair...lolx...all getting vain eh...hahahaha...

K...last yr i went thru quite alot...like my seniors hu bombarded me during the husting of the com...dunno y...they dun seem to be a bunch of frenly and outgoing ppl...so serious no sense of humour...well...think tt the things me and my fellow cellists and bassists do r childish...but i think it's our freedom to do wad we like...very sad over it...cried after the husting...it's the last time i cried...erm...wadelse...den i moved on...& carried on my life again... ...everything was gd...& i became closer to 'him'...den pei 'him' thru his prelims and A lvls wif encouragement and everything...we started going out...well...for movies & dinners...everything seem smooth and fine...i even tot tt we r getting together...after so long...den recently he realise tt he only treated me as a sis...furthermore he has no confident...he said,"relationship is complicated". I was very upset & disappointed when i found out...well...but wad more can i say?? To him, i'm only a younger sis...hu's always been there for him...encouraging him...but there's no chemistry between us...haizzzz...now again...i hab to carry on wif my life...but am i suppose to get on and let go...or pretend to get on and hold on tight...i dun noe... ...let time prove... ...& fate to decide... ...