梁静茹-我决定作词:林志年+黄婷 作曲:鸦片丹

坏习惯维持好几年 每次被你伤了装作没感觉在一起久了什么都随便了 心就这样慢慢被忽略连要回家都看你心情 什么都是你说了才算夜凉如水我忽然清醒 体贴还不如一些任性请让我一个人走路回去 我说我可以就是可以你真的不用表现担心 就省省力气我决定不再等你决定 我决定今夜想想自己我决定偶尔也试著去怀疑是否你的决定我都只能同意我不怕这样的结局 至少该怎么做我自己决定再如何伤心都最后一次了 天在破晓之后最美丽同个路口同一片天空 发现我已不会舍不得在终于释怀的那一刻 找回了久违的快乐请让我一个人走路回去 我说我可以就是可以你真的不用表现担心 就省省力气我决定不再等你决定 我决定不再等待续集我决定要在天亮之前冷静让所有情节从此冻结在这里就让我一个人走路回去 我说我可以就是可以你真的不用表现担心 就省省力气我决定不再等你决定 我决定不再等待续集我决定要在天亮之前告别 这一段全心全意占有的记忆

別再為他流淚詞：黃婷曲：易桀齊編曲：吳慶隆

你走了太久一定很累　他錯了不該你來面對離開他就好就算了心情很乾脆他其實沒有那麼絕對　遠一點你就看出真偽離開他不等於你的世界會崩潰轉個彎你還能飛就別再為他流淚　別再讓他操控你的傷悲就算有一點愚昧一點點後悔　也不要太狼狽他不值得你的淚　把那遺憾丟在大雨的街你曾在迷失的旅途中盲目追　以後為自己醉(Ending: 以後管他是誰)每段感情都非常珍貴　他的好你就放在心扉記得有個人曾讓你那樣的心碎你笑了照亮夜幕的黑　什麼夢都不比你的美多少年以後想起他還有些體會　那時你已無所謂

Walking from Simei MRT back to my old house to find my ex-neighbour cum kindergarden best friend...

See how the Fairprice below the train station have now become a foodcourt...
The nice chicken rice stall is still there... walking from Simei to the overhead bridge which will lead to my favourite Blk 280 ZI CHA... which is cheap & good! sweet & sour fish... GONG BAO TIAN JI... FU RONG DAN...

Walking along the park... where I learn how to cycle... where I first fell down... where I had my most serious fall off the bike due to this sharp turn at a slope which left me with a big scar on my left knee... The trees on the slope reminds me of SY... where she'll walk up the slope to find rambutans despite the red ants that will attack her everytime she goes there...

The badminton and basketball court where MS, Y2, SY & I will play after school & during weekends... And finally I reached my old block... with the lift renovated & even my favourite BIG field where I used to watch ppl play soccer every weekends is now under renovation!!!


People don't appreciate the things around them until they became memories...


我想 我应该更努力的活着。。。

更珍惜周围的人。。。

更珍惜拥有的一切。。。

在失去了才知道重要。。。

这种代价太承重了。。。

I know that the world is unfair...

But sometimes the reality is too cruel...

Why???

1) Law of Meritocracy - Only the SMART ppl gets what they want... example ppl with great CAP... & so what happens to the rest? Don't get their choices...

"Too bad lah..for TOP few ppl with BEST CAP"

2) Poor or average ppl have too much to consider - so they just dun get a chance to pursue what they want ~ Sometimes you really want to something you really like... BUT... you just got to choose between yourself & your family... who benefits more??

Last Thursday... was on the bus...

Sitting at the very same seat that Jolin was sitting in this MV...
Was listening to 933 playing this song...

Suddenly got this "feel" about this song...

呼吸着一种孤独的味道

心跳在你沉默以后慢慢的被淡忘掉

我笑了笑反正你看不到

我要的幸福 遗落在你怀抱

当爱失了焦 那些最初的美好

早被你搁在一角 街上拥挤人潮走着看着都是摧眠符号

记忆停不了 穿过读你的心跳 穿过想你的味道

我只想不被打扰

假装多好我只要只想要再拥有一秒

去相信你的拥抱

一直会让我依靠继续等待还心甘情愿的不想逃

当爱失了焦 那些最初的美好

早被你搁在一角 街上拥挤人潮走着看着都是摧眠符号记

忆停不了 穿过读你的心跳 穿过想你的味道

我只想不被打扰

假装多好我只要只想要再拥有一秒

去相信你的拥抱

一直会让我依靠继续等待心甘情愿不想逃

假装多好依然是依然是暧昧的tone调

一个人无理取闹两人世界的煎熬

我被自己困在自己设下的圈套像是驼鸟

相信时间是唯一解药

视而不见傻到了无可救药

其实早明了你的爱已随风飘想要找再也找不到

假装多好我只要只想要再拥有一秒

去相信你的拥抱

还心甘情愿的不想逃

假装多好依然是依然是暧昧的tone调

一个人无理取闹两人世界的煎熬

我被自己困在自己设下的圈套

假装自己已解开冰冷的手铐

I'm just lucky!

Yest I woke up in the morning... & realised that my contacts broke...
I've got no specs with me cuz it was still with the optician...
No spare contacts in my hostel...
& I was seriously close to "blind"

I called my dad & told him...how unlucky I was...

& guess what? He called the optician...fetch me from PGP to my optician...
paid for my specs & send me back to PGP!!!

Thanks Dad!!!
Wouldn't have made it without you!

Eating at Alexandra Village Hawker!!!

Too bad the duck rice stall was closed tt day...

Eating at one of his favourite hawker...

& ordering all his fav food...

on Vday...

Yum!!!

HAPPY CNY EVERYONE!!!

To all my friends,
I might have forgotten to send u a sms or wish u happy CNY, but I will never forget everyone I know & friends who has always been there for me all these years! =) May everyone has a happy & prosperous new year!


It's been 3 weeks since he is away!
And I am coping very well by hanging out with friends...
This sem tking modules with different friends... so i'm hanging out with different people everyday...

Everyone is away for SEP, even chun wei is now in Beijing & jie lun's going Shanghai in 2 days' time... JZ is going back to Aussie too...
35/04 we should have a KTV session b4 JZ goes back!

CNY juz passed...
1st day of CNY as usual the temple praying and visiting...

2nd day of CNY morning went temple and evening yw, mich & sk came over for steamboat dinner...

and then sch starts as usual...

6th day of CNY 35/04 went JZ's house for lunch & yu sheng!
捞阿，捞阿，捞个风生水起！学业进步！身体健康！万事如意！
CAP 5!!! Like Darren & Hongying!

7th day of CNY my relative came my house for steamboat & yu sheng!!! P.S. 7th day yu sheng is non-vegetarian one...the 6th day one is vegetarian...but both are very nice! Yum!

And now back to school with projects & tutorials...

Shall upload pics when i'm free! :)

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