Well...we've discussed abt our relationship once again...

But we still met the same problem...he said no matter how hard he tried or how much time I'm willing to give him...he just can't treat me as a gf...I dun blame him for tt...I guess it's just because we knew each other for such a long time liao...den all the while we were good & close frens...

Actually last night I was very worried before he told me how he was feeling these days...but after he told me everything...I regreted for asking him wad he was thinking cuz I sort of guessed wad he was thinking...running away the problem was wad I wanted to do last night...Instead of discussing it with him for solutions...I gave an excuse saying that I was very tired and would want to rest early...I was running away! Throughout the night, I couldn't sleep at all...I woke up every half or an hour...looking at the time...hoping it's dawn soon...& the nightmare would just go away...

After thinking for some time...I decided that I should respect his decision...we should separate for some time & calm down...follow the heart...see where it'll lead us to...

I hope the days without him won't be so lonely & I can continue to lead my life the way I want it to be... ...

I wish u happiness always...