Things always happen so suddenly...

By the time you realised...

Everything has changed...

Nothing is constant...only change is constant...




People come & go...

Hanging around with my bunch of colleagues, regardless of their age, I always feel comfortable. Never had the feeling of an adult or facing any problems that an adult might face, always in the comfort zone, laughing & talking like any other normal teenagers. I'm still running away from the fact that I'm growing into a young adult, got to face what an adult got to face & behave like an adult. Can I just stay like it is now?? Everything is fine right now! With some minor family problems or maybe relationship problems, BUT still there's no need to worry about NO FOOD, NO PLACE TO LIVE, NO MONEY FOR KIDS etc...

And also, I can't believe that I'm growing up in such a world. Today's world, with all the stuffs going on that my friends are telling me right now, about the American Pie thingy, the parties going on in some pubs etc...what kind of world is this?!?! Maybe I'm too conservative you may think, or that such thing don't happen to the people I know, but truely, such things are happening all around us, all we have to do is open our eyes & heart to see & feel it.

In today's world, is there still true love??

Or is it purely some form of trading??

As in for our own advantage or to satisfy your desire?? Finding someone just because you needed someone to be there for you rather than you need that someone??? I've seen people getting together just because they need someone to be there for them, I've seen people going after a few gers at the same time cause they are very desperate for a companion. BUT, the question is, do they really know what they want out of it?? Or is it for the sake of pleasure? You play your own rules in your own game, BUT not everyone play that game in the same way. There's why people get hurt in the game called relationship. Because everyone plays the same game differently! Every game has different rules. Most importantly, there's no right or wrong, it only depends on your choice.

I used to think it's hard to find someone who you really like & like you too. But as I grow up, I find that it is even harder to find someone who shares the same values & think the way you think.

Someone who can read your mind.

This is the person whom you can live with for the rest of your life, nothing else matters more than finding a soul partner. But not everyone can find this happiness... ...

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Betrayal is the most painful & heartaching thing that can ever happen in a relationship. Being betrayed by a friend is already a very painful experience, I had this experience before, which till today I have never forget what happened. The pain & the aches, especially someone whom you knew for so long & trusted so much.

Betrayed by your loved one, the one you trusted the most, is the most heartaching experience.

The helplessness...

But there's nothing the others can do to lessen the pain, or even make you forget what had happened. It will always be a scar deep down in the heart.
It's just like a broken crystal, no matter how you try to fix it back, it will never be flawless...the crack will always be there... for as long as you can remember...it will follow you...you can't say that you forget...you can only say that it is less painful when you recall the incident...but no matter what...life still goes on...& that is life...we all have to accept it... ...